Before.
Giving you a second chance hoping you’ll change. Wanting to become friends, even after all that we’ve all been through. The constant “I miss him, I wish we didn’t loose contact”. Just everything, everything that happened between us. Although things ended badly between us, I’ve always wanted to get to know you on that friend level. To know and understand you from friend to friend. Unfortunately, we both moved on and went about our lives.
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Knowing what I know now, fuck all that I’ve said before. Fuck those “I miss you”. Fuck, wanting to get to know you on a friend to friend base. Everything was a lie, at least from what you’ve proven to me. I don’t regret one thing at all. But all I have to say is, thank you! Thanks for hurting me so badly because if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be this strong of a girl. Now you can go ahead and put 100+ bucks in the douche bag jar. Bitchass niggguh!
